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There is none righteous, no, not one. - Romans 3:10
For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God. - Romans 3:23
For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord. - Romans 6:23
But God demonstrates His own Love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. - Romans 5:8
For God so loved the world that he gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. - John 3:16
That if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your hear that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. - Romans 10:9,10
For whoever calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved. - Romans 10:13
For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, no of works, lest anyone should boast. For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them. - Ephesians 2:8-10